Fall Time!

This morning, I get waxed (bikini and eyebrow) and I get the second pedicure of my life.  :-)
I cannot wait to be in John's arms.

Borrow Bags

I borrowed two giant suitcases from my bosses tonight, so I am starting to pack now!  Oy, this is already starting to be exhausting.  :-P

Show Me Sad

I'm having a little bit of a hard time right now.
Lots of stress.
I'm not nervous about being with my husband and moving to another continent to live with my love.
I'm nervous about being away from my best friends, K+B(R).  
I feel like they're pulling away, too. 
I don't know what to do.
I don't even know how to respond to them anymore for even the simplest of questions.
I get short and snippy and I don't mean it, but, yet, I can't control myself. 
I cried last night because B(R) cancelled our evening plans.  I was really looking forward to our sleepover.  Like, A LOT!  I know that it was for her brother and sister who were visiting in town, but they were just here ALL SUMMER and only JUST left for college a few weeks ago.  But, it IS family.

I just don't know what to fucking do anymore.
I'm not the kind of person to EVER reach out for help or reach out when I'm hurting.  K knows that, but seems to forget it all the time.  When I'm hurting, I push people away and just sequester myself to...well, myself.

Walking on Storm Clouds

Why is it that I am getting so upset about cancelled plans?  Is it because I truly am subconsciously pushing away my closest friends so that I don't have to miss them when I'm gone, or is it that I am more upset that I don't get to spend any time with them before I leave?

Optimistically Anxious

My wedding is in 3 weeks and 1 day.

I am having some anxiety about it, but not negatively.

I'm just excited!

A Deadly Box

Katie and I saw Sam Raimi's "The Possession" tonight.
Magnificent! 

I want to be crafty and build one of these boxes, then use a wood burner kit to etch the same Hebrew sayings into the box.

Then, I'll send it to Katie.

Just to freak her out. 

Heh heh heh!

Cranes, Drains, and Automobiles

John's military buddy gave him a car.  It didn't run, and John knew that, but it was free.  He put in a new battery, and it ran for a short time.  Then it gave out.  Pretty crappy timing, seeing as he had just moved into our new apartment off-base!  Oy.
Thankfully, John just got approved for a $5,000 loan today!  Yay!  That's great!  He can pay off one loan with $2,000, and then use the other $3,000 for a new (but used) car.
Good news makes Mallory a happy Münky.

Pull It Together, Jane

I just began watching "Drop Dead Diva".  And, I love it!  It is totally not what I expected.  I like that Deb also gets Jane's smart while in her body!  

I hope that I can get all of these watched before I move.  :-)

New Happenings

It started with a wink.  A simple wink, to me, from him.  After reading his profile, and looking at his pictures, I winked back.  We started emailing back and forth for a week, then exchanged Skype information.  
The first time, we talked on Skype for over three hours!  From then on, there was nobody else that I wanted to see or speak to.
We are both so perfect for each other; there are too many things that we both want.
We fell in love quickly, and want to spend the rest of our lives together.  
He is my dream man, and I his dream woman.  Besides our immense chemistry, he also says the sweetest things without my prompting or asking.  When he said to me, "You are my dream woman.  I will never let you go," I just knew.  Knew that we would be together forever.

I love him, and we are marrying on September 28, 2012, on Aeroe Island, Denmark.